无言

进了新公司，

两个礼拜了。。

虽然还蛮喜欢的。。　

但是不知怎的。。

和同事有代沟的感觉。。

就是说不起话的那种。

可能因为大家都是一起进公司的。。　

而我是新来的。

难免有些不适应。

在公司我很闭闷～

因为我是那种超爱说话的。

噼哩叭啦的那种。

可是公司没有一个可以和我哈拉的。

所以都是静静的座一旁。。　

做我该做的。

除非必要，我是不开口的。

估计我有时候把几个同事弄烦了。。

他们教了我很多，也被我问了很多工作上的问题。

我偶尔也会忘记，就问咯～

抱歉啦～麻烦你们了～

这两个星期我认识我的另一面。

我是可以独自一个人的。

虽然很喜欢和朋友一班闹闹。

但是自己一个也不错。

至少没人能打扰我的清静～

我爱看书就看。

上网就上～

所以说。

很感谢某些人帮我出面说话。

谢谢你～

公司也只有一个人会问我要不和他们去吃饭。

那个，我先谢咯～

我会继续我一个人的午餐＋看书～

过我的自我世界。

因为在哪里吃东西实在太贵了。。

本小姐没钱了～

这两个星期要去那么多地方。

已经穷到死啦～

看来我该挨面包了。。～　

～～　

~*~ Life is just about Gossiping ~*~

冲动的后果

我太冲动!!!

算了.

是我的错.

早就应该Sean的第六感..

也罢了.

算我不珍惜他, 好吗?

算我玩弄他, 好吗?

一切不重要了.

你要怎样看我也算了.

你要怎样说我也算了.

我不会在乎.

因为我知道这是一个对的选择.

你会说我傻, 骂我笨...

你不是我.你是不会懂的.

好了.

不说那了.

我昨天找到工了.

立刻上班.

昨天还不太习惯..

今天还好.

我现在TechMex上班.

做Telemarketing

for Microsoft Office 的event.

还蛮容易一下...

只不过是一天打了100多个号码, 才叫到4个人出席..

还蛮严重的够力..

还好我这份工没有算commission.

要不然我真的要叫救命咯..

哈哈哈...

最好笑的是.

里面其中一个staff好像是我堂姐.

我和这位堂姐不是很熟..

所以我不认得她也有道理..

XD

她也好像认不出我..

好友两个和我一样的part-time的同事.

碰巧是我的Samad的学弟和学妹.

小我两年的..

哈哈哈.

今天和他们去吃午餐时知道的.

真的很巧咯..

另外还有一个女同事. 叫June(好像是)

她人很好..

她和svenni长的蛮像.

她还是个学生. Utar 的哦.. 金宝的.

读PR系的.

她真的很可爱哦...XD

好啦..今天就到这里.

晚安咯大家.XD

muacksz...

❤080410❤

昨晚和Sean和几个朋友和哥哥谈天 .

我心情真的很不好.

Sean 和我一样, 四样东西烦...

不过昨晚我才把一件事处理掉..

剩余的3件事,

都解决不了.

昨晚发生大件事..

我都不知怎么了..

很大胆.

可能心情低落的人.

胆都会变大.

我问了.

也的到答案.

终于,

在一起了.

有点怕, 也有点开心.

心情满复杂的..

今天发生的一切.

我回铭记在心.

我会珍惜你.

❤ u

~*~ Life is just about Gossiping ~*~

❤020410❤

went coll dis morning for ISMM revision class.

not exactly happy but not sad either.

except that teacher CHANGE d timing again without informing us.

so.. most of us was inside DK Z at 9am SHARP!

but she arrive at 9.30am.

appearantly.

someone ask her to postpone half hour.

n tat someone HAD NOT inform anyone.

so there goes

wasting my beautiful half hour sleep!!

fine!

let u go dis time!~

after that went lunch at Canteen 2 wif puiyan.

den go home.

had to do wat daddy ask n call up all those travel agency for details.

so done that and i went to my room to read a book but ended up SLEEPING~

too nice to sleep anyway..

it was raining.

so kinda cooling too..XD

darren call me n i miss his phone call coz i was sleeping like a pig in my room n my phone is downstairs on top of my mum com.

so i continue snoozing till is dinner time.XD

i remember hearing daddy calling out for me.

but den i thought it was a dream so i continue sleeping.

so i woke up n msg darren.

haha. wan me go digital mall.

k la. teman him la.

den go buy dis racing game disc.

n turn out to be some sort of cacat type game..XD

haha.

n oso. guess who i saw in digital mall?

someone i long time no see d.

CHUN WEN!!!

haha.

he look so different n so blur oso..XD

lolx.

must ask him come out yum cha n update gossip d..XD

so tata-x thats all.

go sleep..XD

nitez to all my readers.

doubt i have any anyway..XD

~*~ Life is just about Gossiping ~*~

我很想对你说。

虽说我很爱你，也知道你对我一样。可是我已经不是小孩了。能不能让我自由点。。 我已经大了。能够让我出去透透气吗？天天被你困在家。我都没说什么。我要求的是那么的一点点自由。你会不会有点自私了呢？你放的12am回家。我只不过迟了一点而已。一年才那么的一次和朋友迟回家。你骂我，我体谅。但是和朋友去吃个晚餐都不让。你说你是不是自私了呢？我有时很讨厌你， 你天天拿我和大我9年的姐姐和大我10年的哥哥来比。可是你知道吗？世界变了。再不是以前没有节目的世界。你天天说如果让你和朋友出去， 那对你姐姐和哥哥都不公平， 因为他们以前都没有得出街。可是你又知道多少？他会离家出走也是因为他要自由。我也想离家出走，但是想到家里剩下你一个， 又不放心。我已经尽力了，请别再这样对我。我要求不多，只希望你能给我自由。

其实，我真的不介意留在家，可是你知道吗？

我朋友圈子越来越小了。

和我很要好的朋友都因为你而很少来找我了。你知道为什么吗？

原因很简单。因为你很少让我和朋友出街。。

导致我朋友少了。

以前我在学校能天天见到他们，所以我没出街还能说得过去，可是现在学院的朋友都回了家乡，想多见见我中学朋友，你又诸多借口不让我出。很多小学朋友在国外读书，也没得见。

我虽让没工作，但是，我已经算是个好孩子，不向你拿很多钱，只拿我一个月一百块的零用钱而已。我用的都算是自己钱。那是我应有的。用完了也没想你拿。

还有。

见你那么爱比较。

也请你拿我和朋友比较比较下。

我不买名牌，也不爱时尚潮流，所以不乱花钱买衣服。

我不喝，抽烟，也不爱去clubbing。

电话也没有年年换。

手机钱也不是用太多。

生活上吃喝玩乐，真的很少了。

你也认识我朋友嘛。。 你看，几百块的衣服，手表，裤子，之类的， 导致朋友们他们天天说穷没钱。我有吗？

请你想想吧。。

既然你不肯让我明晚和朋友出，

我会尽全力和爸爸谈。

~*~ Life is just about Gossiping ~*~

Lazy Pig!~+ KFC Brunch!~

Lolx.. as you all should know. I AM A VERY LAZY GIRL!!

and Fishie say i never update my post. that is sorta true!~ lolx!~

well..

heck. my life is busy - as in busy playing facebook games!~ lolx.
i guess you guyz kena zha dao right? haha!~

so well.. one more week till exam. and yet. I have fun hanging with my coursemates. lolx.

We went to KFC this morning. and it looks like we are celebrating the end of exam instead of burying our heads in those thick books and mountains of papers a.k.a. lecture notes, tutorials notes, etc.

so... let the pictures do the talking and also let your imgaination run wild abit la!~

lolx..whatever you see here is actually almost a daily activities for the guyz. (not the kfc)

so!~ more post later!~

and do you like my new blog background??? give a comment ya!~

♥ all my coursemates except for 1 irritating fellow. 1 IRRITATING FELLOW!!!

Yo... AM BACK TO BLOGGING!!

So long since i stopped blogging.. like what.. HALF YEAR!!
anyway.. partly because I have nothing to write. and there is nothing in particular to blog about.

having an extra 2 weeks holiday doesn't help.. I M BORED TO DEATH!!!
there is pratically nothing to do. no one to chat. nothing to see on the net nor tv. nothing nice to play. that is soooooo boring.

Thinking of organizing 2 gathering.
1 for my Puay Chai gang
and
1 for my Samad Friends.

i miss all of you so much.
not a word can describe that particular weird feeling.
haha
i realize since we all graduate from Samad.
most of us has change in a good way(depends on how you view on it)
feeling changes easily. and it is easily influence by many factors.
one major fact that changes a person's feeling is SO LONG NO SEE/CONTACT.
i wonder has our friendship gone weaker by days? or it is me being sensitive?
i never know. nor do i dare to ask.

anyway. back to happy stuff..
5 more days till my happy/scary trip.
A(H1N1) is quite scary.. and i am definitely lucky not to be staying at that 5-star hotel.. hohoho..
i pity those that are being quarantine in that Metro Park Hotel. what a pity. stuck at a building all because of a fellow tourist. well.. if it meant to be you who will be "HIT" , it means it is you. no matter where you run. you can't hide from it.
so 认命 ba... haha.
just hope that none of us nor anyone else more is gonna get that A(H1N1).. no more no more.


~*~ Life is just about Gossiping ~*~

14/9

Oh yea..

4 papers down and 2 to go..

than i will have to face driving + motor test

I met Xin this afternoon..

gossiping with her & Jon..

miss her much even though we stay so near each other.

missing the other 38 too..

lately been hanging out before & after exam with Woon & Tomato..

cause we all having same exam venue mah..

lolx..

Happy Mooncake Festival ppl..

~*~ Life is just about Gossiping ~*~

今天 2/9

M昨天是伟鸿的生日。

所以要在此和你说多一次

生日快乐！！！

Happi Birthday!!

今日我又到了云顶。

超闷的。。。

没人陪我玩， 没人陪我聊天。

可是你一定会认为。

why did you go??

你以为我想啊？

不过还好我一早就带了几片带来看

才没那么闷呢。。

聪明！！！。。。

不过别以为我没有读书。。

我有读啊。。

不过读不多，读了一点点。好过没有吗。。。

对不对？？

cont。。。

~*~ Life is just about Gossiping ~*~

29/8/08

最近心情并不是那么的好。

不知道为什么会这样得不好。

心理一直在想为什么心情不好呢。。

可是。。。

怎么想也想不通。。

搞到最近没什么睡到。

我一直不会为考试而烦恼。。。

连SPM也不会。。。

可是，

若不是为考试而心情不好的话，

哪，

我到底在为什么烦恼呢？

以前曾这样过，

可是那时候是几年前的事了，

而是为那件事而烦。

这次呢？

该不会心不听话的在为某人动摇着吧？

不会吧？

心好烦啊。。。

该怎么办好呢？

好辛苦的呢。。。

身边没有几个好友能为我分担。

个个都有伴，

唯独我没有。

可我从不渴望这一切，

只要求朋友们不忘我而已，

难道男朋友比我还重要？

小学，中学， 上了大学， 还是如此吗？

难道人真的会因时间而变？

cont...

Dead

Haiz...
tomorrow is D-day...
what could be more worst than this??
BITA coursework exam PLUS English speaking test...
everyone is saying that I'm too worry bout the speaking test.. they say i am good in english.. ah-ha.. thats what they don't know.. who told them i was good in english?? who told them i can speak well in english.. who the HELL told them all this not true things???
Basically, I'm not really good in english.. it took me years to master english and i still can't master it well... i can speak fluent english while having a conversation with non-chinese speaker.. means those who can't speak or understand chinese well.. and these people's english is very good.. I can't just speak Manglish with them even though some of them can understand what I say.. but is just doesn't seems right...
My english was horrible terrible vegetable in the first few years of primary school... you don't see my english mark getting any higher then 50%. Believe it people..
My english started to improve a little when.. a girl in my class, who english is damn bloody good, and thus, it make me jealous of it.. I made up my mind, I MUST BEAT HER IN ENGLISH!!!!
oh yea.. i did, a couple of times.. but i wasn't really happy with the result because i know.. I m still terrible in english.
Don't ask me what is simple past tense, present tense, continuous something like that.. i don't really know.. i just SHOOT whatever I got in mind..
oh well.. i just better get my head into study for BITA right now.. if not.. i am sooooooo dead over it..
Ta-ta..

~*~ Life is just about Gossiping ~*~

Naughty Me

I skipped BS lecture today!!! coz i am just too lazzy to wake up at 6am and get my butt out of the bed and out of the house to coll.. i am way toooo lazzyy....
so. i am here typing these stupid post.. to past my time. hehehe...
time to get ready to coll now.. i skipped BS doesn't mean i skipped HE as well( although i really want to skip it.) hehe.. but i promise June i will meet her there.. hahaz..
so.. ta-ta...

~*~ Life is just about Gossiping ~*~

Sick!!

i m sick..
i didn go see doctor.. despite all my kor kor ask me to...but i didn..
this morning woke up wif the sound of serious nagging line from *uh-hum*.. better go see doctor la.. this and that. aiks.. i got so fed up.. so what i did was..

I WENT TO SEE DOCTOR!!!

like i suspected.. it was nothing more than a normal cough...
now i am force to take all those stupid medicine..
so now after all these medicine... i am feeling sleepy.. ZzZzZz
so.. nitesz ppl...

~*~ Life is just about Gossiping ~*~